Thursday, August 20, 2015

"Be grateful for what you have, not greedy for what you don't have"

How do I keep this in mind?
How do I keep from complaining and whining and wishing for more?

Though I read One Thousand Gifts several years ago and agreed with Voskamp, I still have nothing but trouble being grateful in my daily life. Like the four year old in this article I lose sight of the things I have and see only the holes in my life.

I just found this list I made a few years back titled - Things I love.
It reads as follows:
  • Flowers
  • Tire Swings
  • Tea Parties
  • Freshly Cleaned Clothes
  • The Ocean on my Feet (Tide)
  • Laughing Late at Night
  • Warm Cookies with Cold Milk
  • Apple Picking
  • Tree Climbing
  • Rope Swings over Water
  • Horse Rides
  • Picnics with Frisbee
  • Warm Summer Nights - that feel like noon at midnight (midnight summer drives with the windows open)
  • Roaring hot Fires
Funny, how I forget the magic of daily things - the constancy of the things I always adore.

I've been trying to come up with 10 things a night for which I am grateful. ...The optimal word is "trying". Translation: I did well on vacation - when there were no distractions from it - but now that I'm back to my life it is dangerously closet to non-existent. Like flossing, really, it totally happens ...some times...if I feel like it...and there's a full moon...and I happen to be in the presence of floss at that very moment.
So, here. So now. Now is a good time for me to put this down again. To put this in my heart again.
Thank you for:
  • The supersonic sound of the Blue Angels practicing over head at lunch
  • The way fruit flavored yogurt tastes far superior when it's loaded full with extra fruit.
  • These strange August days that feel cool as spring.
  • Real conversations with my brother over lunch. 
  • Being able to ask my best friend any random thing that comes to mind - no judgement, no inconvenience.
  • Starting a new book that is so funny and fun and full of promise
  • Ridiculous dialog between female characters that makes me think of Sarah.
  • The way having a kindle let's you magically receiving books from the library like surprise gifts.
  • Multi-colored Sharpies - packs of 24 possibilities. 
  • Seeing the joy in someone else when good things happen (US citizenship). 
  • Silhouettes of geese flying overhead in the sunset peachy sky with a green field below. 
  • The way the sun feels so warm on my skin as I scrunch in a chair to read a good book.
  • The feeling of the wind in my clean, cut hair.
  • Talking Grandma about the past in a garden gazebo. Her honest to goodness joy that I came.